7 April 2015
A month after your audition at Mason Gross. I’m sorry you didn’t get in. I’m sorry you forgot to register for the AP Music Theory exam. I’m sorry for screwing you over. I hope that maybe 5 or 10 years from now that you are happy and doing music and are successful. But mostly happy. I hope you can look back on this and think that it was silly to cry so much. You have been known to cry a lot after all. Ask Nigel or Arthur if you still talk to them. I’m sorry things didn’t go according to plan and I hope that you have found your way. No matter how much you tell yourself that you’re a failure, I hope you know that I am always so proud of you and I will always be your biggest fan. Things are hard right now, I hope they get better. I hope you’ve grown stronger. I love you Hannah.